Eyes turned Upwards

I looked benignly outwards
Living life known in the centuries past
Keen is simultaneous evolution
thyself disservice doth thee, binding thouself to me
Tested shall thee be and anon,
but known 'twas whence it ends,
shall be the waters that were still,
so rippled, so uncalm

For fear shall dominate form
make as if an indomitable qualm
betwixt me and my heart
But my heart, crimson awash
was forever given,
'tis my mind I needed sway

That

It's been a while since I ruminated on here.
It is indelible this feeling I get sometimes that I am forgetting it all.
But then i am reminded that we can forget, we may obfuscate.
Yet, it always remains, we may only hide from it.