The Allegory...

...of the cave.

What about our strength of belief makes it all real? Why do we have to concentrate hard, not let distraction, desire and disbelief cloud our judgement? Manifestation is a curious thing. It breaks the illusion. But it requires utmost concentration and belief in your ideal. your goal. A slight wavering, a sliver of a doubt - and the whole thing crumbles. But to break the illusion, why is it that we have to focus so hard? Only, becoz it is a powerful illusion?

But, is it how deeply, far/much we believe? Or is it what we believe?
Is it the unconditionality of the belief (the nature of the belief) or what it focuses on, that makes it real? Is it both? It is funny, becoz if it's the nature of the belief then certain things by default are not the correct answer. But if it is defined in its unconditionality, how far does it extend? Can it change the face of the world? universe? the Is? Is it what we believe that makes it real or is it HOW we believe which makes it real? I spoz the only limitation to this would be the human imagination and its bounds. But whence released of the mortality that constrains it, what happens?

The truth is, it doesn't matter what you believe in (atleast on Earth) - it can be manifested or broken, for it has little to do with the REAL reality, this much I know. Then what is the nature of reality above this feality? There is the truth that is attainable. What we don't know is...is that the ONLY truth?

So then it brings us to another question: I wonder - what purpose does the Messiah bear? What is the need for him? Does he know more than the percieved other truth? Is there more? Is he here to tell us the futility of it all? For giggles? For a true Messiah is NOT tortured by this reality at all. For to him, it doesn't exist. For him, his corporeal form is useless and can stand or withstand nothing and everything, being as how he can change the proportionality of his conciousness, his duality exists only in his physical form, which is easily shed. So why? Why bother. Eventually, everyone will return to their conciousness and realize the import of the lessons they wanted to learn, and proceed from there. If everyone's life here serves a purpose, what purpose does the Messiah serve by bringing us the message of the other world?

Is it a reminder? Is it a "hallo, it doesn't end here mate."? Do people get stuck in this rigmarole? Does that happen? How does that happen? Is it just the overpowering feality of the delusion that sucks us in? And keeps us here? Are there earth bound souls? Why are there earth bound conciousnesses? Is it because, they know no better? Or is it because, they care no better?
Or does the reason even matter?

So then, does there exist a responsibility by the 'illuminati' to raise the conciousness or is it self-actualizing? Is the Messiah's driven need to help really necessary? Help what? Say what? Do what? Is there an enlightenment barrier? Past which the futility of action makes itself clear? And thus with it comes the need to spread this knowledge? Is it a need?

What is the need for a Messiah? And if there is a need for a Messiah: is there a quota our purpose here serves to fill, beyond which the need for greater knowledge outside the realm of this "theatre" is felt and that ends in liberation? Messianism? Has it been so forever? Is it really true that once in our lifetimes here, we learn to die in peace?

What purpose does our life truly serve? How many levels of conciousness, theatres, film types, genres and sweeps does it take before the "Ultimate Reality" is reached? I believe it possible to break this illusion, which means that others can broken also. Just how long does it take? And how many are there?

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This all started with ViKtoria. ViKtoria is completely steeped in her reality. She believes in its causality. She claims her purpose on earth requires her to be wrapped in the worldliness. Which makes me wonder how that can be true. If each one of our lives is tied down to the earthly reality only for some purpose...then, pray tell me, what are the anomalies for? Why do they exist? How are they realized? Is there truly a karmic cycle on earth? Bound by its own laws? Or are we sentient conciousness'...deigning and never losing ourselves in the quagmire of this place.

Of the conciousness: If the purpose of our true selves be - to shrug off the shroud of this world and take upon ourselves the new form...then anything we do here is bound to earth and retains none of its conciousness. Unless there exists a conciousness that comprehends the meaning of life more clearly whence shed of the body, but then conciousness is still different from the Is, for it retains its identity. Thus, until this point duality shares its phenomenon not only with the world as we know it - but also with the world that doesn't know the human body/mind reality. Which portends other circles.

I do not want to believe in the circularity of our conciousness. It means something more complex than simple. In simplicity lies the key. This much I know.

It is one of those days that I think myself into the rabbit hole and discover how deep it really is.
Abyssmally, so far.

The Messiah's Handbook has this to say: "A Creative Mind makes uncommon connections. So does a Crazy mind. A Creative Mind makes uncommon insightful connections."

I think a book just called me crazy.