Every time I eat meat of any kind - I spend the day/next day fuming. This has become often and clear enough that I can see it happening. Normally my day passes in a calm, determined, happy manner.
Hellooo Mr. Meat and Boom! I am pissy, sarcastic and sometimes unable to do MATHS!!
Kind of like Right Now.
I really want to give up eating it...and I did until I started to get all morally bankrupt over the mice I kill for my degree. In order to not have to acknowledge that fact and to avoid rationalizing it I have decided that I will continue to eat meat.
But I am now faced with the threat of losing my equanimity, now what?
I am not ok with being fallaciously angry. Esp. when I know why it is that I feel angry - to know the reason and then to ignore it - that is irreverent.
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Somehow theoretical science makes people inaccessible esp. if they are not good scientists to begin with.
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As a biologist you learn to deal with variables and you learn that you must change everything and when nothing changes, you change that which was always thought to be right.
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Humorous Words from the Land of Nod:
In reference to the 'evolution of the guitar-playing super-copulative variety of male squirrels':
S: Don't squirrels breed like maggots?
moi: You mean rabbits?
S: Yeah, those.
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White Samurai: You're passionate!
moi: about what?
White Samurai: Nothing I guess. But you are passionate.
^^^
An arcane, science-savvy comment :P, with reference to the extent of pH-ing of a buffer solution-type question from White Samurai:
moi: I guess you have to pH that to the right molarity of...uh...hydrogen ions.
^^^
moi: Feed me!
White Samurai: You've come to the wrong man.
^^^
Various on moi:
"She's like a little kid, trapped in a little kids body."
"VR see. VR eat."
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